I was also still in my pajamas on a Sunday morning. And it just so happens that we live quite close to our church, and there is a distinct possibility that people I know might have driven by and seen me in my pajamas at 11:30 on a Sunday morning blowing bubbles with my wild haired daughter. (as in, yesterday's pony tail, falling out, with snotty nose. Need I say more?)
A couple thoughts crossed my mind: "Will they know that I went to church last night and am not playing hooky today?" And, "What will they think of me?"
And then a deep peace washed over my soul with these words, "A sacred calling." Motherhood is truly a sacred calling, and blowing bubbles with a two year old can be a truly holy moment. A ministry well worthy of missing church on a Sunday morning. I need the gathering of the family of God to keep me going. And I also need to recognize that moments when I'm serving and loving my kids are moments that infuse God's life into all of us.
I needed to hear this tonight on the eve of what is going to be a long week and has the postential to take me away from being a mommy if I would let it. Thanks for reminding me that the way I talk and interact with my kids is more important than how my house looks!
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